check check! xDDD
I'll try to post anything on this journal!
un.. I think this is the time post something and try new one for my self
my friends also post on journal so can I do that also? xD
I know that I'm not good in English but I'll try! xD
"I want to try new things, new experience, new learning,
new place? who knows where can I be?" XDDD
I had a good news for myself! XD My cousin called me told me that I'm qualified and passed the matching! I was shaking while answering her. Okay I don't know how to explain that but I wish that I can passed the medical. -cross fingers-
My body was shaking and sweating that I don't why, but I guest my body reacts more than my mind! lol! I was awake till 2am? I guest haha
Until now, I can't believe that I passed! I think we wait this for 2 years but sadly my older cousin couldn't pass the matching, so sad that we had mix emotions to that.
Anyhow, I'm so happy that this was the first step to my dream! When I was a little child, I was amaze by anime, manga, Japanese culture, & so on.. As a child I was a little shy and quite in a corner.
I was bully by my friends when I was elementary but I guest that's make me more stronger than before.
Now, I want to face whatever happens in the future, I want to make myself stronger than ever. "I can do this!" XD
With a little thumping in my heart xD
This is the time I will be alone by my self, I know I can do this :D
I wish it will be alright! :D
I wish I'll pass my medical, and I know that the time will be so fast
And I also know that I will be guide by him. I'll always pray that it will come :D
Thanks to the lord!
"Keep the faith"!
From a song by KAT-TUN! XD
This simple word that I always use in anyone. I give courage to others but, can I give my self courage? Yes please! :)
So.. I think it's okay to end my first entry lol!
I've been a user of lj for a long time but, it's only now that I have time to type haha
It's so sunny and I feel the warm. But I guest it will rain till night -out of the topic- lol!
I'm so happy it happen and in the same time, I can feel the thumping and nervousness in my hand haha
Anyway, I can surely do this job!
Even I know it will hard to stay away from your love ones
This is my dream, and I know I can! :D
Go far as long as you can! Get your dream to make it happen! :D
That's for now.